4:19:13 PMI can't believe it's Sunday already. It's been a pretty busy week.
Wednesday night I saw the film
My Life…Disoriented but it's actually only a 26 minute television show that will be showing on PBS on December 26, 2006. It was actually pretty good. I remember that when I went there, I was worried because I was only one of about seven people in the audience but then it started filling up with people (although it was still only half full). It was an interesting story about two girls that move from San Fran to a small town where there are few Asians. Afterwards, there was a Q&A discussion that I felt was really helpful for the show that Rain and I are working on. Afterwards, we went to the afterparty where I met the main writer and a few of the stars, including the main girl who, despite playing a convincing high-schooler, assured me she was a lot older - it was funny because within ten minutes of talking to her, she told me that she had a steady boyfriend in Taiwan (who's Jewish but studying there). I thought that was amusing.
Kirk came by afterwards and then so did Rain. They asked me, as a dare, to ask the bartender for her number, which I did and got. Nice enough girl but not my type. I got home just after one, walking home from 58th and 1st. Interestingly, it was the same place that Alan had his Xmas party and I went with No. 6. Oddly enough, I didn't really think of her there.
On Thursday I went to the German meetup in Queens with Francis, who called me up late and asked if I wanted to grab a beer with him. I told him I was going to Queens anyway and would give him a lift back. We went to this cool beer garden in Astoria where we ate some burgers and a sausage and drank some beer. Francis wasn't really into it so we left early and I went home.
Friday I spent the entire day working. Korean-girl called me on my mobile, I think a little tipsy, and asked me when I was visiting her in Europe. I would like to travel but the timing isn’t good.
I drove into the city where I met up with Rain and Kirk again for a bar party. It was fun and I met a lot of people including another girl named Olivia. Two in three days and zero for three decades. Weird.
Last night, I met up with Rain and Kirk again. I was in Rain's neighborhood because Big Dave was in town and he, his wife and his mother were in Little Italy going to the Feast of San Gennaro. I went after going to the gym and met up with them; the crowds there were almost impossible. Afterwards, Rain and I went to Pho Bang near his house - ate way too much. Cindy called me and we all met up, along with Kirk, at a bar on 2nd Ave between 12th and 13th.
The crowd there was kinda lame - the quantity of people, the layout, the humidity and the volume of the music made it unpleasant to hang out. I did meet one nice girl but a friend of mine made it difficult to talk more with her via two move (the weird thing is, I actually just wanted him to snap out of his depression and just get used to talking to people).
Move 1He went up to his friend and essentially said, "My friend (me) wants to meet your friend (her)." So it was essentially a non-introduction because he made it such that there were only three options and results:
a) Talk to her, reinforcing that I really wanted to meet her but was too shy to ask myself thus tanking any conversation
b) Don't talk to her, reinforcing that I was too shy to ask myself but really wanted to meet her thus tanking any conversation
c) Talk to her and we have a good conversation because she thought I was interesting or cute.
It may have ended up being "c" (purely by luck and because she’s just a nice girl) because I just rolled my eyes, sighed and talked to her.
Move 2She invited us to go to a bar afterwards but he killed that too because he said he wanted to go – and guys have to stick together. So eye roll number two, and we’re off.
Oh well, moving on…
Ricky had called me previously so I met up with him, Kathy, Edgar, Esther and a bunch of other people at Ave A and 6th at another karaoke bar. It’s always good to see them. Such a good group of guys. Kathy had encouraged me to ask for the number of the girl that lives around me but I told her last week that I was too depressed to contact her but now I wish I took her advice. As Gio says, “What’s wrong with meeting someone for a cup of coffee?”
So true.
Bettina had called me (or vice versa - we've been playing phone tag) at 4 in the morning. I was exhaused but I'm always happy to hear from her. She's got drama of her own with her own random guy issues. I wanted to talk to her more about it but I was beat so I told her I would call her today.
Today I woke up, thought about No. 6, chatted with Hazel and then took the train to my improv class. Great time as usual.
I just took another PHQ-9 test - scored a 5. Hmm, things are looking up.
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