logan607 ([info]logan607) wrote,
@ 2008-02-29 00:21:00
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Current location:Queens, locked outta my office
Current mood: irritated at myself
Entry tags:art, depression, dialogue, family

One point five


Painting by Constellajen whom I met online

Me: Mom, don't cry, my hands always shake.
Her: But they're not supposed to...

Mom's terribly worried about me these days. I tell her not to be and yet - well, mothers are as they are.

When she first came here, my mom tied a 1.5 minute egg timer to the phone. Once a month, she would call her mom and they would talk for exactly 1.5 minutes. No matter what, they got off the phone after 1.5 minutes. It's all they could afford. Her mom worried about her too. She was 26?

Can you imagine?

Here's the thing: unless you know me in RL, you and I most likely wouldn't be anything back in those days. What a world we live in, where communication is a commodity. Text, email, fax, blogs - we can all connect.

Veijukka asked who gives me pep talks, I don't really need them. Because I'm so much in my own head all the time. Sometimes, though, I could use a quiet connection.

Thanks for listening this week. It's been rough.

I'll see if I can't get slapped again by another girl this weekend to keep y'all entertained.

Music: The more you ignore me, the closer I get
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[info]veijukka
2008-02-29 06:02 am UTC (link)
If I could afford it, I'd sometimes show up on your doorstep with food, music and kittens, and stay only for an hour or so. I have a friend who does this. Sometimes I ignore her because I'm writing a paper or whatever, but her presence makes is worth more than I have words to describe.

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[info]logan607
2008-02-29 04:29 pm UTC (link)
Food, music and kittens?

If you also brought rum and soup, it'd be perfect. Thanks VJ.

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[info]veijukka
2008-02-29 04:49 pm UTC (link)
Uh-huh. Kitten therapy - can't be beat. They play, they purr, they snuggle.

Rum and soup are given. (What else could I have meant by food? As well as, perhaps, some good chocolate.)

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papergirl: love poem
[info]sleeplessdallas
2008-02-29 12:54 pm UTC (link)

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[info]logan607
2008-02-29 04:28 pm UTC (link)
That was great - the baby is softening you up!

Thanks for sending it - a good way to start the weekend.

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[info]in_a_silver_bag
2008-02-29 03:31 pm UTC (link)
Yesterday there was a massive power outage in the area where my office is. Those with handhelds and laptops couldn’t really use them either because our servers were down as well. Phones worked, but it's hard to talk about stuff that’s saved somewhere the network or to even figure out internal phone numbers... I went home at four, because after one hour without being linked to the rest of the world there was just nothing left to do.

What’s happening to those keys all the time?

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[info]logan607
2008-02-29 04:32 pm UTC (link)
I run out of the office when I realize how late it is only to leave my keys inside. I do it all the time.

I really don't know where my head is at half the time.

I wish I could leave at four too.

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[info]girlsgirlsgirls
2008-02-29 04:49 pm UTC (link)
hugs

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[info]logan607
2008-03-03 03:46 am UTC (link)
Thanx - when are you going to post what's going on with you? And people say I'm cryptic.

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[info]girlsgirlsgirls
2008-03-11 09:32 pm UTC (link)
hahah, you're a LITTLE cryptic
I'm a lot cryptic. definitely.

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[info]houses7177
2008-02-29 04:57 pm UTC (link)
Lovely painting!

Mothers can't change. It's who they are.

Ask me how much thought I've given recently to turning into my mother. I've decided it won't be so bad after all.

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[info]logan607
2008-03-03 03:47 am UTC (link)
She's great - as for you, I think if she had a daughter like you, you'd do well to be like your mom.

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[info]daiseefut
2008-02-29 07:28 pm UTC (link)
Your mom's like my mom...they'll never stop worrying, even when you're having a kid yourself. ;P

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[info]logan607
2008-03-03 03:48 am UTC (link)
You and Houses7177 are both expecting - sweet!

And yes, parents in general never stop worrying, do they?

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