logan607 ([info]logan607) wrote,
2007-04-13 03:22:00
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Hole / Working through a few things

2:58:32 AM


I can't believe no one sent me soup.

Despite my better judgment, I just walked in the door from a night with the guys. I took the long walk home to clear my head and sober me up. I got in at 2AM on Monday and now 3AM on Thursday.

I'm turning 34 next week, I've gotta stop with these mid-week late nights. Then again, I don't really work but that's neither here nor there.

So, here I am in front of my computer trying to get some things done and my thoughts drift.

I'm feeling philosophical, what with the volume of chemicals in my system. As I said before, all of life's problems can be traced to health, wealth or relationships. We all have holes in our worlds that go through one of those routes.

Now, I've got a hole in all three. I'm trying to fill them as best I can but they seem un-fillable, sometimes. Timing.

Speaking of which, another girl and I were orbiting back in December. We never got together back then because of my situation and I ended up with someone else. Now - well, now, I've got a new situation on my mind. She's nice enough but I'm trying to clear my head.

Her: Hey, I heard you're seeing someone.
Me: I was. Past tense.
Her: Oh, well...that's too bad. Not that it's related (laugh) but, you free for lunch this weekend?
Me: (pause) I'd love to but I think I'm sick. I'm also...working through a few things.
Her: (sigh) Yeah...you're always working through a few things.

Yeah...I'm always working through a few things.

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[info]dear_amaranth

April 13 2007, 11:42:02 UTC 5 years ago

Same with Deavon. He always seems to be stressed or worried about something or in some fit of deep self-analysis. It's pretty frustrating when yI just want to have a light conversation and I can't because he's going to want to go over all his worries with me so that we can analyze him together. I wish I could tell him he takes himself too seriously, but then he'd get upset and I'd end up having to comfort him anyway.

My advice: When you get better, go to lunch with the girl. Just enjoy her company. Put your "things" on hold.

'Course, I don't know what those "things" are... if you're actually plotting world domination or something than lunch might seem frivolous. :P But if the stuff you're working through can wait a day, let it.

[info]logan607

April 13 2007, 15:02:57 UTC 5 years ago

I am indeed plotting world domination, but now you've ruined everything...

Anonymous

April 13 2007, 16:49:25 UTC 5 years ago

Classic, good old fashioned blogging.

It's been a while since I've bothered to read about someone's life. It's been even longer since it's been interesting, relevant, funny, and touching.

I really enjoyed this brief introduction to your life.

I hope things go well for you. I'd send you soup but it would probably be cold by the time it got to you. Although if it didn't, I would probably send something warm and Vietnamese. I am convinced Pho has magical healing powers.

[info]logan607

April 13 2007, 16:56:09 UTC 5 years ago

Re: Classic, good old fashioned blogging.

Thanks - you made my day!

(Mom, if this is you, I still don't curse and "yes" I'm going to church Sunday - the rest I'll explain when I see you)

Anonymous

April 13 2007, 17:03:32 UTC 5 years ago

Re: Classic, good old fashioned blogging.

Haha... it's not mom, this time.

On a side note: you are so right about relationships. Still, I'm no closer to figuring any of it out.

If I'm ever in NYC again we should go for coffee.

[info]logan607

April 13 2007, 20:50:31 UTC 5 years ago

Re: Classic, good old fashioned blogging.

Sure...unless I'm working through a few things.

[info]mittenhat

April 13 2007, 20:06:45 UTC 5 years ago

i'm actually on my way to the grocery store right now to buy ingredients for soup. of course it will be a 100% vegetarian soup, so i'm sure you aren't interested, you animal killer you. (just kidding)

nice pic of my favourite playground.

[info]logan607

April 13 2007, 20:51:37 UTC 5 years ago

Send it my way - I'll take it, my pescatarian friend.

[info]divinelv

April 13 2007, 22:30:29 UTC 5 years ago

hmm

Is this girl from one of the situations you told me about? I thought you decided to give things a go despite your hesitations with it? Then again, I'm not really sure that it sounds like you like her.

[info]ly_ph78

April 14 2007, 05:37:07 UTC 5 years ago

it all starts wif ye...

hey, I have been down with flu these days, thus been sleeping alot ...

Just wanna say, we can always turn despair into hopes! And that's MAGICAL!

or you may run and yell the lyrics to "the world has turned and left me here" by Weezer as loudly as you can...

[info]waay_too_deep

July 23 2008, 23:23:33 UTC 3 years ago

i hear you brother...-Lee
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