logan607 ([info]logan607) wrote,
@ 2008-09-22 07:01:00
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Current mood:awake
Entry tags:dialogue, disappointed, george

I'm always alright / Rules



Me: Is it that you don't want a relationship or you don't want a relationship with me?
Her: (pause) Couldn't take another failed relationship, Logan. I can't. (looking at me) Are you alright?

My fishes keep committing suicide. They jump outta the tank and flop around my floor. They did it tonight when someone was over and she screamed. Dammit, I'm down to one George.

Met up with some blue eyes on Friday to a downtown rooftop where I took a picture of the pier above.

Met up with some green eyes on Saturday where I went to the pier above and took the picture below of the rooftop I was on Friday. My life goes in these funny circles.

PCD made me laugh recently. She kept her promise to stick around. Heartgirl told me that we're not dating cause we're beyond that. So I told her she should wind up and swing. She said she couldn't. Said I understood - but only cause I didn't wanna know. Trust me when I tell you, y'never wanna know why.

Have a secret I'll tell you someday. But not now. For now, I repeat that my life goes in circles. Said it before, y'keep doing what you do, y'keep getting what you get. Keep getting what I get cause I keep breaking my rules.

Y'know why you have rules? Y'have rules so you don't have to think. The decision was made a long time ago when someone, hopefully you, were thinking clearly. I'm always tired - never think clearly anymore.

I just keep screwing things up cause I keep breaking my rules.

The girl that screamed went to church with me tonight and walked me home. Just before George jumped outta the tank, she also asked me if I was alright. So I turned to her and put on my best face.

Me: I'm always alright.

Sometimes if you put something into the aether, it becomes true and it's a good thing. I am alright. Just gotta follow my rules. I'm always alright. George on the other hand...


Music: Don't wanna leave you but I can't stay anymore.
 
YASYCTAI: Keep those rules you made for yourself. (1 min/3 pts)
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[info]risen_daemon
2008-09-22 12:06 pm UTC (link)
*chuckles* What is is about these entries that makes me think you seem like a nicer guy in your journal than you are in real life?

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[info]aranka
2008-09-23 05:54 am UTC (link)
He's like the archetypical cursed . . . dude. I'm thinking Faust, but he may be the guy from the cursed Verdi opera too. Never trust demons Logan! Just don't do it.

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[info]logan607
2008-09-23 04:21 pm UTC (link)
I trust too many demons, you are right.

risen_daemon, I think I'm as good and as bad in the journal as I am in real life. Then again, I only see my own perspective. Perhaps I'm a lot worse. I don't know.

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(Anonymous)
2008-09-22 05:10 pm UTC (link)
I think your valuation is off on this YASYCTAI. Managing to keep your own rules is definitely, definitely worth more than 3 points.

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[info]perfect_circles
2008-09-22 05:10 pm UTC (link)
bother. that was me.

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[info]logan607
2008-09-23 04:23 pm UTC (link)
There you are. I was wondering if you were going to comment again. I'll now be tied over until the next time

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[info]rianessa
2008-09-22 05:19 pm UTC (link)
Sometimes if you put something into the aether, it becomes true and it's a good thing. I am alright. Just gotta follow my rules. I'm always alright.

I agree with you but it hardly ever holds true on my part. *sigh*

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Ignore the first one!
[info]peeachness
2008-09-23 12:17 am UTC (link)
Sorry about that, hit the wrong button.

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[info]logan607
2008-09-23 04:23 pm UTC (link)
Well, let's do it anyway and hope for the best.

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[info]peeachness
2008-09-23 12:16 am UTC (link)
I really hope he didnt plan on jumping out while you were having the above conversation. I ended up in the entry where you fried your fish, tragically funny haha. I probably woulda ended up on the floor laughing at myself. You should get parrot fish, I plan on getting them when I move. At least if I have a bad day I can turn to my trusty parrot fish to cheer me up. I dont think they're freshwater though...

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[info]logan607
2008-09-23 04:24 pm UTC (link)
They are pretty but I can barely keep the freshwater tank going; I think a saltwater tank would just be torture for everyone involved - fish and human.

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[info]angiewavesgbye
2008-09-23 12:24 am UTC (link)
I honestly believe you'll end up with someone amazing..
sometimes, it takes time.

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[info]xblank_paper
2008-09-23 02:54 am UTC (link)
haha.. I concur.
It'd be an awful waste of personality if that didn't come true.

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[info]logan607
2008-09-23 04:25 pm UTC (link)
Flattered - then again, I could shower all my personality on Harold and some new cats.

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[info]xblank_paper
2008-09-23 02:56 am UTC (link)
Hm... can you blame little George? With a 10 second memory and a 4-walled aquatic prison for a home... I'd be a little eager to jump as well. haha

oh, fishies.

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[info]logan607
2008-09-23 04:26 pm UTC (link)
It's a 92 gallon fish tank with regular feedings, a strong heater and no predators.

I daresay it's akin to fish paradise...

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[info]unenuitblanche
2008-09-23 08:42 pm UTC (link)
I see you have a thing for eyes...

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[info]logan607
2008-09-25 12:41 pm UTC (link)
I do indeedy...

How was your birthday?

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[info]unenuitblanche
2008-09-25 10:42 pm UTC (link)
it was awesome-- didn't you see my facebook pics? haha, if not, you'll see i was enjoying myself... ;)

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